Being in my early 20s, genetically given curly brown hair, white skin, poor eye sight, big nose, big feet and a probably above average amount of body hair for a man my age, means I was genetically imposed to be uncool. Therefore I have to lean on my green eyes for any sort of natural swagger.
This is the part in the post where most people would say “but screw society standards! I’m beautiful just as I am”. But this is not that kind of post. Here’s the thing: how can I expect people to not have standards and then have standards of my own? Because, just like everyone else (despite being able to admit it or not), I do have standards for what I consider an attractive woman. And it is undeniably true that society’s standards have influenced, one way or another, my own taste and what I’m looking for in the long run. From the day we’re born, we’re exposed to what’s good and bad, to what’s acceptable and unacceptable and what’s pretty and what isn’t, and it is impossible to deny it influenced who we are and how we think. This is fine, because it’s up to you, at whatever point in your life, to acknowledge all this and do with it whatever you want. More important than establishing our own tastes, is to understand how deeply influenced we are by what’s around us (specially in this day and age) and find our own way of establishing ourselves as an individual that is undeniably part of a society.
Circling back to what I was originally talking about, I might come off as your typical low self esteem individual trying to make some sense out of the fact that I don’t look like a movie star. But that’s not the case, not entirely at least. I consider myself a pretty good looking dude, that strives to keep it that way by exercising, taking care of my appearance and wearing whatever I feel is the perfect balance of comfort and style. I think it is important to feel good about the way you look, and if you don’t, then working to improve is the way to go, always in a healthy way. Once you’re able to reach that, then it is fine to bend a little and try to appeal to that special one or whoever it is you want to impress.
Being happy with our own body is a big step when it comes to loving ourselves. Though of course it is even easier when you have someone by your side – a constant support and reminder that we’re loved. Even though I believe these two aspects are separate, one can lead to the other, in either way. Stay healthy and happy!